♥My Memoirs♥

She treats her own daughter like enemy but her frens and her fucking family with full of respect!!!Like they are the ones feeding and fending her live!!From her elder brother till her youngest adik sucks!!!Even her mom who is my NENEK,yucks!!!!Not to mention her nieces and nephew yang macampaham.com!!!

(Pak Long)
Becos of he and his wife cheated my gullible dad money,he traded my mom to marry my dad.Misfortune already!
A con artist,fail as the eldest.Got a son who used to be a CNB officer,looking down on me cos of my previous conviction!!
All i got to say before u start being skeptical,have a better look around u first okay!!
Not becos of my late atok money,you won't be as fat as what u are now!!!Fuck you and your family!!!!!!

(Pak Ngah)
I have always respected this man.At the least,he's much more wiser and responsible as a brother and uncle to this pathetic family!But since i got to know that actually he doesn't even like me visiting him and his family during Raya which i had no idea why,my perception of this man and his family drastically change!!!!I knew that he doesn't like either me,my hubby and even my brothers in law..he don't have to shun guest just like that!!Mane lue punye adab?Name jer tua,tapi perangai macam budak kecik!!Kita jahat pon takda susahkan family ko pe!!Pasal hormat ko,aku ajak dorang jalan raya rumah ko lar..do u think that we so hard up to go to your fucking crib??This poor man,i think has forgotten lar that his sons are no angel too,kesian!!The eldest son da beyond describe,has a shotgun daughter and according to Yati he already paitao their gal!Fyi,Proffesor Said,anak ko perangai,aku yang jadi tempat sasaran mengadu Yati..what do u got to say about this??The 2nd son pulak,aiyoyo..step terror!!CBT 7-11 money and go to jail for that!!!Wakaka!What a shame!He even claim that he's Wan Kenit relative!!!!LmfaO!!!!!!So people,can u see what kind of person this man is?Too busy judging people until he overlook what happened to his kid!!And please remember lar,u have a daughter..anything can happen,too early to say!!Remember,wipe your ass clean first!!!Mengata dulang paku serpih...

(Mak Mok)
I got nothing much to say about her and her family!11years ago,she was looking down on me and telling the whole world that i am a HOSTESS,bad mouthing me cos i choose the cheap and dirty job!!Well karma befalls her years later!Her eldest girl,shotgun and her 2nd pious@guru mengaji daughter also shotgun!!!Wtf ryte??Rumors said that it's the job of the same man!!!If i were to encounter this,i rather jump down from 20th storey!!!!!What i've got to say is,the world is round!!

(Mak Ani)
She's cool!No doubt,anybody would love her to be their mother becos she's the most understanding among all!!But as human being,her flaws are as thick as her barang kemas!Hard to read this species becos of her hypocrisy!!She would joke and laugh with u but what's her actual feelings towards u is unseen,baybee!!!But my instinct always tells me that she's insincere.U can tell lar by the person face if the person genuinely likes u or just pretending..since i love reading books,the urge to read people are more interesting!!Even the hardest character are easily analyze!

(Mak Nyah)
Among all,she's the one that understands me the most.With her i always feel warmth and loved.I reckon that's becos she had look after me before and that's why i felt rather close to her.But since her grand child pass away and i never attend,we drifted..i just don't know why but for sure she and the family are mad at me.Suddenly i felt that she's not with me anymore.Mak Nyah,please understand..sometimes,certain things are just beyond human control.How i wish that i was there mourning the lost of Aiman baybee but i really hope u understand me just once..i was quite disappointed when u didn't cos i thought u knew the most my conflict with your sis.I wanted badly to be there but at the same time i don't want to bermasam muka apatah lagi jika jadi pertengkaran di hari kematian,kan tak elok.U've experienced kan before being outcast & frame by ur own flesh and blood till never visit your mom for years even though berat kan hati but got no choice given the circumstances.Same goes to me!!I'm just avoiding any argument since my mother cum enemy was there too!!But before Aiman passed away,i'd already sense that u'll somehow side your sis too after you got to listen to her sad story and when u start questioning me things that u heard from her,i'm taken aback..I thought u were different but...hais!What a disappointment,sigh..cos i really thought that u'll always care for me whenever i shared with u my sadness.Tapi,ape ley buat..busok2 adik beradik,macam mane anti pon sayang & kesian jugak kan.I knew u shifted Punggol already and i know u'r somehow looking for me if not u won't chase my mom in law and asked about me everytime.There's an urge in me wanting to keep in touch with u even inviting u alone to Yayan's birthday like i always do but whenever i think the links between u and her,i abort my thoughts.Though i misses u and your family,i guess it's better to remain this way.I pon taknak u jadi orang tengah dengan secara tak sengaja and more problems will arouse!But please after hearing stories,do telly which is ryte and which i wrong in any case u start having negative thoughts on the wrong person.Anyway,tho i did not attend Aiman's funeral..i always sincerely prayed for him.Doa tulus lagi afdal tak kira jauh atau dekat orang itu dengan si arwah.

(Mak Yan)
Like it anot,i hate her!!This will be quite a long story.I've seriously forgotten my childhood days with her daughter.I may have did something wrong to her or her gal but who the fuck is she to discriminate me and condemned me like i am a monster until now?!?Do i owe her a living??Duh...The no.1 hypocrite bastard that i've met!!!She doesn't like her daughter mixing with me..like i care and wish for!!But little that she knew her daughter who was & is always the one looking for me!!Try hard to be close to me!And worse,if she found out..she'll thought i'm the one who's desperately trying to hempit and corrupt her gal's mind to be bad!!Ape..aku takda keje lain kape nak bekin??Nak jahat,jahat sendiri lar orang tua,tak payah nak diajar2 lar..aku pon bukannya otak mati seeyak!!!Tak habis2 frame and serkap jarang aku!Yang besar pey sial,she even thought that my brothers in law trying to kacip her gal!Macam lar anak dia tu maOt,errr never see mirror!!!Fyi people,her "beautifool" daughter are not the boys taste at all lar!!Kononnye,she doesn't want to share in laws lar with me,given our hatred,that's for sure lei,neither do i!!!Do u think i would let it happen??Over my dead body!!!In a state of denial,she refuses to admit that her gal was already rotten long ago!!!Dengan orang2 yang tak tahu ley lar ko puji and promote anak ko yang "everything perfect" tu..munafik!!!C'mon la makcik yang tak educated langsung,jangan lar hidup dalam kepura-puraan!!Kan bagus terima hakikat dan terima manusia seadanya,sesungguhnya semua manusia tidak sempurna!!Macam lar dia tu PERFECT,baca pun tak tau!!!If i wanna criticize more,wOw it'll be all night long!!!!When i confronted her,she denied that she doesn't like me.Too bad,your gal admitted already!!!Tapi,tak payah cakap lar,aku pon tak buta..takkan aku takley bezakan permata dan taik!!Da cakap tak ngaku,anak ko sendiri pecah lobang!!Many words i would love to say in Malay!!!Busok hati,iri hati..hasrat dengki rabak beb!!ATTENTION:EVEN THE OTHER SIBLINGS THINK SO BUT WON'T DARE TO VOICE OUT,SAME CLAN,AT TIME HYPOCRITE STILL RUNS IN EACH BLOOD,SO LET ME BE THE VOICE BEHIND ALL THE OTHER POKER FACES INCLUDING MY MOTHER!!Like a saying in Malay,kuah nak tumpah kat mane kalau tidak ke nasi!Well it's about time that she should know of what people thinks of her.Jangan ingat diri tu sentiasa hebat banget!!!Fucking show off dengan perhiasaan emas yang ala kadar je tu,combine semua pon tak mungkin sampai value harga 1 jam Patex Phillipe!!!!Laugh my fart ass Out!!What's wrong wif being humble & modest?Selagi belom ade landed property and have your own business..sorry but please just shut up!!!Orang bukan jealous lar dengan ape yang ko ade,tak seberapa pon harta dunia ko, tapi meluat lar,paham tak anggek!!!Da lar tu,tak bley tengok orang lebih sikit...Mata merah!!Touch your heart lar if u still deny..One can't never lie to ownself!!!Jangan binget lar,lao cha boh,walaupun aku janda anak satu,wajahku kek lagik ayu rasenyer dari anak2 gadis mu yang entah still DARA tu!!I can see that envy eyes of yours on my engagement day sampai tak betah duduk lama kat majlis gue!!Natural beauty lar aunty,da make up lagi beautiful kan..wink!!Mengutok kata aku,patner ku and life aku...kononnye ape yang berkaitan dengan aku semua jahat lar!!!Allah Swt tu maha kuasa,ingat sikit what goes round,comes round..at last bakal menantu budak laki aku!!Walaupun Wady nampak baik,takda tattoo doesn't mean seseorang tu decent nonsense eyy!!Never judge a book by it's cover..oops,luper buta huruf!!!Lolx!!Streotype melayu bodoh macam nie lar!!Kalau ku bukak pekong sal perihal anak & menantu ko,malu sendiri nanti!She thought i fucking dunno that she dislike me??What i have to say is that we are equal..cheers!!If i were to get a tight slap for uttering the facts than go ahead and hit!But remember facts are still facts okay,nothing u can do or change about it!!!I'm not being rude but it's just that u simply don't deserve any respect from me.Gi mati lar even tho ko pangkat makcik.To me u are just another typical malay old aunty!!!!!!!!!!

(Mak Enon)
Need no intro.Also did blog bout her already.With her siblings,she love acting neutral.Go home,lanciaoey..same lar all of them.Love bitching about each other but when confronting one another all will deny,twist story and push the blame to the 3rd party!!!Their family hobby..she doesn't even know how to stand up for me,helplessly listen and after that fuck care.Her siblings are big fuck to her!!Rather let people criticize me than even dare confronting them!!Her 2nd bro dislike me,she buat bodoh.Some more she can heck care and still jalan Raya to her brother's house on the faithful day i heard that her brother were not please about me visiting despite already heard me complaining!!!Her 6th sister,she so scared macam tikus!!Despite knowing her sis doesn't even like me,she still bodek2 and go void deck weddings together often!!!So naive,she thinks people genuinely sayang her..kiss my arse!!Kene kutok sal hidop dia yang takda arah tujuan and kawan dengan bangla adelah!!!!Where on earth she put her brain??I won't even want to be near the people once if i come to know that they are fake...walaupon related!!!What a joke,takda prinsip hidop...memalukan!!Pengecut,cakap lawar..dengan anak sendiri cam musuh,dengan orang yang dia tau confirm mengutok dia,dia sanjung!!!!Wtf!!

(Pak Mai)
Nothing much to talk about him.One of the people that i menumpang before apart from no.3 and no.5.I admit my teenage years was wild and my instinct tells me that he did talk about me too cos nothing to be suprised off since all the rest did what!!Aku kan hot topic,always on someone else's mouth!But dear uncle,remember..not all parents succeed in handling their children well especially when dealing wif daughter.If not u won't stress about your eldest gal too ryte,would u??I became haywire when my parents were on the rock,doesn't your gal experiencing the same now like what i've gome through before,rebel???Always bare in mind,never too early too criticize or judge a person when u yourself got a handful of anak dara[s] at home!!!Cheerz!!!!

(Pak Kontot)
Gerek seyy dia..can joke with and fun to be around!!!But always wanting to step fierce,i still remembered those days when all of us,the cousin were still anak abu...terOk siol we kena scolded & the boys kena hantam weneva our mom complain about our misbehave!!!Now,a father of 3 kids...so the gentle and tayank the anaks!!Never before seen him scolding his own like how he did to us...anak dia taktau nak salam pon ape dia bley buat???"Eyy kakak,dun be rude tau"Dat's all!!!But my impression of him changed when he said NO to me when he was the one offering me to let me use his house for my engagement ceremony!Giving me so many excuses when he was the one who initiate and volunteer generously.What a shame,instead an outsider was the one without second thought helping me sincerely without even asked for a single cent!!Lain kali,fikir dulu sebelum buat sesuatu!Jangan lar macam paham bebual bedegak!Entah siape da cocok dia pon aku taktau cos as i know,he's not like that..kinda helpful person.Jika benar lar ade batu ronsen,takda pendirian betol!!Tak bley kene spark sikit..hanyOt!!But most importantly even this uncle will follow crowd and join the majority..nay!!!

(Pak Busu)
Ahaha...this man did wrong to me!!!Besar peyy sial!Buat diri aku lah,dia takot bini!!!Mau bergaya ikot lifestyle si bini,tapi kocek kosong tak berisi!!Jam 4pagi pon masih keje macam kuli..kilang surat khabar pon jadi!!!!I just wanna get close to him since he's okay lar tak banyak songeh to me and he's the youngest,tak lowso sangat..i also appreciate that he did help me to decorate my engagement room as a present from him.Not that grand lar but i'm cool...efforts & thoughts that count!But everything cock up when he borrowed me money and as expected he delayed...and vanish without returning.When borrowing,all the sweet talks & begging was heard but when it comes to returning back..he started to treat me like enemy,carik pasal seeyak dengan aku macam aku pulak yang berutang sama dia!!!Perangai doggie seeyak dia bawak!!!K lar kalau orang suroh pikir sedara,aku bley tutop sebelah mata since bukan berjuta pon ku pinjamkan,tapi bila dia da buat perangai ni macam,carik pasal dengan aku...sedara ke tak,g mampos!!!Duit dia tak pernah aku jamah,duit aku dia con pai $200..binatang!!!!Lately buat chalet ade pulak hasil...hutang orang tak bayar!!Tak malu eyy,rumah besar boleh tahan handal,kereta and motor ade even maid pon complete like any well to do family...tapi hutang orang buat dek!!!Typical malay,sanggup berutang keliling pinggang pasal nak berlagak!!!Dengan adik beradik dia,dia paitao..tak pasal ar!Busok2 adik bodek mah!Dengan anak sedara..kalau aku jadi dia,paisey siol!Yang mak aku pon,anak dia da kena gini...still buat bodoh jugak!!One after another naik sedap mengutok aku pasal mak aku sendiri kasi green light for them to criticise !Nak tunggu aku kena cocok baru nak menggelabar...agaknya pon buat dek jugak,biar aku mampos lagik bagos!!

(Nenek Hajijah)
I did not feel granfathers' love.Both atok died before i was even born but both granny are still alive till now.I'm much closer to my dad's mom compared to my mom's.Maybe this nek Jijah got alot of kids and grandchildren that's why she barely paid enough attention to all unless she's staying with them.She's much more sporting than nek Asnah cos nek Asnah is more strict and pious.But at the least nek Asnah pampered me alot with love,good food and money.Until i am adult now,i was not really close to nek Jijah.Only if i pay visit or saw her at any gatherings than we'll catch up.Truth hurt but fact is,she only sayang her anak or cucu when they showers her gifts or money!!!Than u'll hear her singing praises and talking all the positive things about the people she favors!!Have u ever wonder why all her children are so like that???It's partly becos of the upbringing of the parent lar...Sebagai ibu,nenek dan yot kepada kita semua,she should set a good example so semua akan turn out to be good people.Da 80sen agaknya sekarang,tikar sembahyang pon aku masih belom dengar dia sujud lagik,malahan pagi2 buta lepas subuh da col one by one anak2 untuk diajak mengumpat.Jauh beza dengan nek Asnah aku tu..orang pagi baca Quran..sejuk rumah,dia plak panaskan rumah dengan umpatan!Col anak A ngumpat sal anak B,and so on!!U got the picture ryte?Add salt and pepper no.1!!!Da batu api when confronted tak mengaku,denied teros..step nyanyok!!!Macam mane anak2 dan cucu tak ikot jadi hypocrite?!?Very bad example!!Seriously,i salute her sal da senja pon masih active kumpul sin points!!!!Sungguh tak takot kubor seeyak,orang tua nie!!!Aku pon dia bukan tak pernah lanciaoey,pa'kal nenek kalau tak....!!!After this post in any case,any of them happens to read and of coz words spread and expectedly most will be mad..i bare full responsibilities!!At least,aku berani buat,berani nak tanggung!!!!Seperti aku cakap,marah macam mane pon ini adelah kebenaran,bunuh aku sekali pon won't change the fugly facts about this family!Tepuk dada,tanye selera..siape makan cili,dia rase pedas!!Kalau masih munafik and tak tau malu,silakan gegar aku..tak badi pon!Aku paling anti orang2 yang suka menegakkan benang yang basah!!!Well Hajijah Family@The Poker Face Family,i''m ready!!U can run from the truth but how to hide???Pekong kalau disimpan lame pon akan berbau jugak kan..renungkanlah.

(Eman Togong&Amy Cengkong)
Ni dua beradik betol2 dalam category world peace,wakrak!Talk so big but yet so small and nothing!!Bebual macam paham,step mane nyer gangsta siol..padahal,kentalan!!Biar lar tak famous,asalkan tak jadi wakrak sua!Menyampah siak!!Tak tau cerita about marriage aku tapi ikot menyibuk anti Anan lar,nak sebat orang tu lar..kalau terror sangat,tak payah cakap banyak..yong terus la sial!!!Tin kosong!Yang abang step mane nyer "orang besar" cutting motor,macam paham je!!Casanova law,well ni semua betol2 tak payah nak riak!!Takda ape yang nak dibanggakan bila seseorang tu bastard bini yang at the end of the day mase mantat each other.Ko jatuhkan air muka bini ko adelah by telling people all this...shame goes to u too!Yang adik,hal orang mau amik tau and dare pulak too to criticise other people's life!Tak cermin diri ke?Da lar duduk case underage sex,macam ne family dia cover pon at last leak out jugak!!Lagi mulia duduk pasal dadah lar,at least tak memalukan cam ni sarcase!!!So the desperado,konek da gatal..underage pon on!!Si bey swey seeyak jantan bodoh nie!!Sedap tak seberapa,habisan kene tangkap sal main!!Lmfao!!!!Kental,pasal nak step sapalak..at last kena keropok...and up kat hospital!!!Kecoh2!Mak bapak dia kalau bebual sal baju,macam real..step old timer je!Pesan punye pesan siol dengan kenalan aku kalau nampak kat luar tolong cam anak dorang...tau takot anak dia kena sebat lagi!!!Like i said,becos of his mouth he landed himself into trouble...this time wif my hubby!!I leave it up to Anan to decide what to do wif him cos i don't want him begging me to ask my man to let the matter rest and give face!!Relax sua,bab2 nie macam takyah pandang sedare lagik!!Bila dia choose to lanciaoey kiter dua,ade dia kasi muka kat sedare??Main hembus je..dia ingat aku atau laki aku tak mungkin tau..nak story telling dengan salah orang!!Amik ko ubat!!!!!Sial,aku tak penah nak sibuk2 mik tau hal pantat ko..kanina!!!!Kalau terror,asal bacol!!Orang kalau berani,bile salah pon tetap nak muka!!Ni pakai abang ko yang 2x5 dengan ko turon cakap pai begging jangan sampai sebat adik dia yang keleper tu.At last bukak crate beer,sanggup keluar duit sal takmau kena jentik pey pasal!!!Gangsta konon..samseng taik kucing!!Sekarang pulak step sat2,da ikot baju konon da makan besi ar...harkk pwui!!!Aku tengok macam jadi sochai adelah,nampak sangat lar kena buat pakai sal ade vehicle punye pasal!!!Puki tiang ar ni jantan,tak ngaku sedare pon aku tak heran...takde benda je!!!

(Yang Ayu,Netty@Nista Dmonix)
Whenever her name mentioned or talking bout her,i always have alot of mixed feelings.But thinking of having her as cousin definately gives me more unpleasant memories than any happy ones.Honestly,aku phobia beb bila sebut name dia.Our relationship to me is fake,seriously this is what i thought.Kalau tak kerana mak dia yang anti aku rabak nak mampos,aku mungkin rapat dengan dia like any other cousins.Kiter sama umur so chances to click well is high but too bad...mak dekni tak suke anak dia dekat pon dengan aku.Dengar2 aku pengaruh orang jual dadah pey,bunuh orang,and percampuran aku semua jailbird pey dia ingat since aku ex-convict...Even society da very open sak now with people yang penah meringkuk,kalau tidak ape guna tu "Yellow Ribbon Campaign" urging people to stop descrimination againts ex convicts and accept them so these jailbirds will feel accepted and change for the better!!Ni tidak,dia nyer pangkah aku macam aku nie duk dalam sal robbery rumah dia pulak!!!Family bapak aku yang warak tu pon takdalah make a big fuss about my record!!Shall i tell your mother,Netty that u are no better than me too since i can't take it anymore always playing the role of the bad gal!!!Or if your mother already knew that u r no angel,shall i remind her again before she forgotten again and start condemning me but still singing praises about u to everybody in to the entire family???Seriously,i'm fucking sick and tired of all these!!!Aku tak bekin salah ape2 pon tetap mak ko pandang aku macam pelacur diri kat Geylang Lor....aku hutang korang ape sial??Aku tahu aku nie jahat,jantan aku pon same..gangsta kan tattoo satu badan!!Aku jenis orang yang sedar diri..dan aku & patner aku keluar jahat tak susahkan sape2 eyy!!!!Ade otak tak usah letak kat jubor!!Pikir lar siol!!Aku duduk jail pon bukan suruh ko dudukkan untuk aku pey,ape yang mak ko nak kaope kaobu?!?Musibot!And aku pon tak mintak ko gi visit aku lar eyy..sal aku tau mak ko confirm tak kasi sal ko budak baik pey..duk library!!Lmao!!!Da lar bapak ko tengok laki aku mcm nak telan,ade hal kape??Habisan dapat menantu budak Anan!!!Tapi aku bersyukur lar yang nasib baik ko nyer jodoh bukan ngan ipar duai aku..mampos!!!Selisih malaikat 44!!!Ko penah cakap yang mak ko pon naggy but how mak ko treat ko kat rumah,itu bukan aku nyer suar dalam tapi ape yang aku tau..dengan orang dia puji ko semacam ko nie the best among anybody lar,anak orang lain semua OUT,kirakan ko ketuk beribu tiang lar gitu!!!!Alahai,meluat lar gal,pasal the gal that she's imagining is not u..ko ke??Rasenyer tidak,jauh berangan eyy ar mak ko.Let me stress this out Anan is a fuckin gangsta..walaupun Wady to me masih cam BBN but bottom line Wady tu ape??Aku macam nak muntah darah sak bila mak ko gi dengan bangganye spread news kat reporter Hajijah yang bakal menantu dia nie educated people,bukan calang2 orang..senang cakap budak baik lar!!!!Siallah,kalau aku bastard and bukak fail Wady,agak2 ko blow tak muka mak ko tu???Yang jahat semua aku and orang yang sekeliling aku..hais!!!Kadang2,jadi hypocrite macam ko pon bagus jugak eyy..mati lambat!!!Tunjuk true colours should be good but nie family memang suka bermuka2...lain daripada yang lain!!!Well Netty,aku pon rase ko pon bukannyer sincere seperti mane ko convince aku yang kiter sepatotnyer be in good terms.Pasal ko dengan Wady,that's why la ku try to make the odds even futhermore ko da invade ku nye circle of friends & tunang ko yang baik tu budak laki aku,kalau tak...aku rase pai tua ko and aku pon setakat hi-bye je!!!Remember there was one time aku confront ko whether ko ade bad mouth aku tak???U denied...and even have the cheek to say that "why gossip when we are not close!"Tangan aku da menggigil bila ko mati2 tak mengaku,ringan je tangan aku!!!Since aku tak bley reveal sape yang paoto aku,aku boh pien..mati situ!!Tak pasal,aku let the matter rest but jangan ingat aku luper gal!!And bila ko backing kawan baik ko tu pompan rockers,fyi..i don't give a fuck who she is,kental ke violent ape aku peduli!!Yang aku tau,aku tak happy dia bebual sampah..ko nak step defensive konon towards dia!!!Da terang2 dia sudah bekin silap,ko takley nak step peace maker lar just becos dia kawan ko...Aku pon takda heran tu Bff ko ke,kakak ko ke..dia berani cakap,so bile orang tak terima..tanggung ar!!!Again,i don't care a fuck lar if that's her attitude yang ko cakap dia suker cakap lepas,who is she for me to close one eye?Mak dia pey puki!!!Same2 ade temper,ape takot??Tolonglah jangan jadi pretender as to step nak rapat ngan aku,blah lar ko!!Ko nyer drama pon ley tahan terok jugak!!!Ko ngan kawan ko pon ley letak sebilik and bom!!Fyi,orang yang cakap ko lanciaoey aku is ko pey kawan baik nie sendiri,kalau ko nak tau!!!Mase tengah gadoh..habis,pecah lobang!!I heard wif my fucking ears that a stranger i don't know at all,mention my name and know my life...thanks to u for making me famous!!!Sejahat aku pon tak jadi kuase lar nak gi bebual sal ko dengan kawan2 aku!!!!Hobby eyy ko buat kerja ni macam,ape taik aku bekin dengan ko??Sekarang korang da baik balik,ko nak step backing dia..fuck lar sial!!!So aku kasi tau,once upon a time when korang nga panas,everything was blurted out!!!Kalau aku tau nie betina macam paham,at dat moment jugak aku da muntahkan name dia....Always remember,even the safest secrets is not save lar gal!!!!Seriously,kalau tak kerana ko wujud and come to my clan...aku pon tak ingin seeyak nak mik tau pasal ko!!!So much for trying hard to mend what's damage.No wonder there's a saying that sometimes it's better to just leave the broken pieces than trying ways to mend it...so pompan,i gave up on u and your hypocrite life!!!Gentle reminder to u..jangan risau,aku takkan kacau ko nye hidup..tu ko pey suar dalam!!But let me warn u k,jika aku dengar ape cerita tak baik sal aku or family Anan dari mulot ko or si grasshopper tu..i'll make sure hidup korang susah!!Bear that in mind cos mak ko think the world of korang..Jangan sampai dia tau pekong yang busuk especially sejarah warna warni Wady!!!!And by the way..dat's her pix!!Wth u think she's doin huh..Lmfao!!!!

(Why?)
Kenapa aku tergamak membuka pekong didada sendiri??
Siapa yang nak jadi gini?This family yang force aku sampai aku tergamak and sikit pon da takda perasaan belas!!!Aku admit sekali lagi yang aku pon manusia yang tak PERFECT dan tak pernah lepas dari buat silap.Aku sedar diri aku nie jahat,itu pasal i try hard not to mix so much so there'll be no trouble but people still never stop disliking me & discriminate me.I did not disturb them and yet they love to make look like a monster or devil!I've bottled up all this mixed emotions for so long and it's beyond anybody's patience to still endure and be calm.Ryte or wrong..i'm gonna walk this walk!Whatever going to happen,i'll face it.Cos i've already disregard them as families member no more.Friends are better than having this kind of people around....Cheerz tO me!!!!