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♥While i noe myself as a creation of God,I am also obligated to realize & remember dt everyone else & everythin else r also God's creation.♥
♦From diary to blogging..sumhow i love pouring out my feelins on a blank page,jotting down my emotions,reminicsin d episodes of my life.Even some memoirs do bring me tears,i do want to remember it cos to me such experiences & heartache do make someone wiser,stronger & braver to overcome obstacles in life..
Everyone has a past,given it's good or bad..& so do i.Wateva i'm sharin here is fer my collection..eu r free to read,it's nt a problem to me but please respect my lifestory cos i dun live to please anybody & whu r eu to judge me??Got it!
Muchas gracias!♦
♥Happyness~It's betta den being rich!
♥Love~Juz wanna be ♥ by dearest&treasured souls in my life,dts enough!
♥Career~Wif God's willing,i prayed dat i will make a name wif dis passion of mine in near future.
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Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 9:16 PM Remembering 2009... 2009 is coming to an end,real soon..alot of pleasant and bitter memories i've encountered throughout this year. What i need to cherish,i'll treasure in my mind and what is need to be forgotten,i'll definitely bury it faraway from my thought..something i must do in order to stay happy always! I kick start 09 with full of luck and hope and when i pass my driving test with flying colors..i was blessed. I celebrate my 26th birthday this year with simplicity and it was just a small celebration between me and my loved ones. I did celebrate another birthday party at work and as what i've planned..& it also marked the end of my job working in a nightspot. This year,i have absolutely no contact with my family no more..not even one except for Abah's side. I just wanna be alone without them... Well my little princess is already in K1..how time flies. In the middle of March,i went and registered myself to a course which has been all along my passion and a dream i wanna pursue for a brighter future..Professional Make Up Artistry is my calling..Insya'allah with determination,i'll succeed. Aryanna's 5th birthday bash was fantabulous!!Booked 2chalet units at Goldkist Resort..a big spread of buffet we catered for the guests & it was amazing!!With music and loudness..it was something to remember.But good moment doesn't last forever..some envy eyes came and ruined the happy times i was enjoying by spilling the bean about Anan's dark secrets which she kept.An old story that happened in 2007 but only came to light 2years later when i am fucking engage to him & happy!!!So by telling me,she wished that i fuck off from him??Fact is,i am fuming mad at him for all the fuck he had done before..yea still,whenever flashbacks strike..although he is now honouring his words that he'll change for us!BUT..to fall into her trap and be a laughing stock in the end?Nah,i won't.Never teach granny to suck egg okay... ;) Anyway,from the beginning..it's she and her fucking gay husband that has plot everything that they can,to ruin my happiness despite being grateful to me for feeding them food!Husband motive is so unclear..maybe he enjoys seeing his friends betraying their girlfriends like how his whore wife always betrayed him??LMFAO!!! For the wife..it's so obvious that she's fucking eyeing my man!!She can't get him to her MINAH-NESS so she tries her best to see me..a person who's the most nicest person to her,suffer!!!Simply heartless,simply evil.. Remember peeps,jealousy kills your soul!May Allah bless us from evil's doing..Ameen. June is the period i was trying to cope with the sad fact that he did cheat on me..my woman's instincts was indeed true.Well,i tried to move on,trusting him again as per normal..i swear,if the news got to me when the moment he was doing..chances are,me & him=HISTORY!But,sadly or happily..i have to accept that he did changed in front of my eyes and it's only fair if i give him one more chance..sigh. I love July cos it's the month i started my make up artistry course!!Beginning was tough cos make up is not as simple as i thought especially when you're in the professional league...but soon,it became more interesting and fun!!!Crazy coursemates & gila shifu..LOL!! August was hubby's birthday..well,i did blogged about the it! :) Soon..it was fasting month.Very simple celebration for the three of us..But i went all out shopping and preparing for raya like as if it was a big celebration!!Haha..crazy me!Well,you'll do anything to make life lively even without them!!Peace.. Amani came into our life...for the first time in 26years of living,i finally break my fear into pieces when i'm no more afraid of these creatures!!Wohoo!!I so in love with my babypet! Last week of October was a romance period for the both of us..we are already 5years together and it was something..special.Hmm..what's in store for 2010 yea?Wonder.. December..busy mode on!!Preparing for exam & portfolio to settle.Syukur,everything went on smoothly though my models sucks big time!!!Second half of the month was..exciting!Oops,anxious i mean cos i am waiting for the result!Thank God,i passed but i am till now still kinda dissapointed cos i am just behind 5% to attain distinction!!!Hais.. :( Soon,i watched days goes by and waiting to welcome 2010 with hope for better days ahead! So for now..Goodbye 2009..Hello 201o!! |