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♥While i noe myself as a creation of God,I am also obligated to realize & remember dt everyone else & everythin else r also God's creation.♥
♦From diary to blogging..sumhow i love pouring out my feelins on a blank page,jotting down my emotions,reminicsin d episodes of my life.Even some memoirs do bring me tears,i do want to remember it cos to me such experiences & heartache do make someone wiser,stronger & braver to overcome obstacles in life..
Everyone has a past,given it's good or bad..& so do i.Wateva i'm sharin here is fer my collection..eu r free to read,it's nt a problem to me but please respect my lifestory cos i dun live to please anybody & whu r eu to judge me??Got it!
Muchas gracias!♦
♥Happyness~It's betta den being rich!
♥Love~Juz wanna be ♥ by dearest&treasured souls in my life,dts enough!
♥Career~Wif God's willing,i prayed dat i will make a name wif dis passion of mine in near future.
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Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 11:27 PM    1st May..The Day When She Arrived... When it comes to the month of May,it's a double joy for me!This month is & forever will be so meaningful to me cos came first of May,6years ago..i gave birth to this sweet lil angel called Nur Aryanna.I did not expect to deliver on a significant day to a special sweetheart whom has taught me the meaning of motherhood.Early stage of being a mother,i screwed up big time..at that point of time,i still thought that i was the old Sasha with so much freedom like i used to have..i forgot all about my responsibilities & d role i have to play as a mum.Thank goodness dat Allah SWT opened my eyes wide & make me realised my mistakes soonest before it was too late to even regret.Syukur. Since that incident,i really try my best to be a good mother by showering her unconditional love & give her everything within my might. Tho i may not be the perfect mum in the world,i believe that i've given my very best for my little girl.And as a single mum,i'm proud to say that i've made it steadily & i will never beg my pathetic ex husband for any kinda help..worse still begging him for petty cash!!So not me..sorrry,Loser! I got to celebrate Pwincez birthday since she was 2 so every year i am sure to plan something eventful for my darlin.Last year was the most grand birthday bash of all..spent a bom for the party & i thought it was going to be a happy occasion..hmm,the party did turn out well at the beginning but was destroyed wif a blink of an eye by some heartless creatures that i wish i had never knew at all!!To them that has repay my kindness wif shit..i leave their fate in the hand of Allah SWT for the Almighty is fair & righteous to all His human souls.Subbahan'allah.And nobody escape from His punishment..that's what we believe in,right?It still haunt me,up till today but well..what goes up,must come down!!Haa.. So once bitten,twice shy..this year,Pwincez celebrated her birthday party with simplicity & yet a memorable one.A mini party at her school with all her beloved classmates on the eve of her birthday..fun!!And on her special day..the three of us went out to celebrate it among ourselves!!That's what matter the most..Afterall,she would love any kinda celebration as long as Nan & me r there to celebrate it wif her. Guess it's enough for now,but before i end this i would love to tell her that i love her so much & will always pray for the best to befall on her.Insya'allah. Lastly..Happy 6th Birthday,Nur Aryanna... :) P/S:Mummy & Daddy love u to pieces!! |